When U Pray

I want very much to see you and give you some spiritual gift to make your faith stronger. I mean that I want us to help each other with the faith that we have. Your faith will help me, and my faith will help you. (Romans 1:11, 12)

You ever been in that moment where someone is crying out to God and the gates of hell open up and try to consume them? I don’t know if anyone else had a family member that is struggling with drug addiction, alcoholism, mental illness, broke ism or just lack of faith but many if mines are. It’s a constant struggle for me to know when to say something, when to do something and when to do nothing.

I always feel like my love and faith in Jesus will be so visible that they will have faith and trust him too. I keep thinking who would not trust a God who created an ocean? Who formed the earth, spoke man into existence? Who could not serve a God who sacrificed his own son to reconcile us back to grace? Who could not serve a God that will come into a lions den, who would come into the fiery furnace, who would lend strength to your rocks to slay a dragon.

If you could hear my story you would understand why I serve him. He did not do all the things for me that he did for the bible legends but he did find me in darkness and bring light. He did find me mentally and emotionally drained and filled me up. He found me hurt and broken and he healed me. He will do it for you too, until you can believe I will believe for you. I will keep praying to God for them and for you.