“I am waiting for the Lord to help me. My soul waits for him. I trust what he says.”
Psalms 130:5 ERV
Man, I haven’t written one word in a few weeks. I must admit that I have been moping, yes moping and waiting on my grief to let up. Y’all know that I love God and I trust and believe him but grief is a process that you must go through. I won’t let anybody convince me that I don’t trust God because I am experiencing grief.
Even Jesus knew we would experience grief when he uttered these words;
“The truth is, you will cry and be sad, but the world will be happy. You will be sad, but then your sadness will change to happiness.”
John 16:20 ERV
The one thing I know for sure, if I give my feelings and emotion to God he will use special care in healing me and wiping my tears. I know if I allow the process to happen and heal responsibly I will be healed in truth. Yeah, it kinda sucks feeling sad because I am a joyful person but I tried to speed up the grief of my dads passing by making a proclamation that I wasn’t going to wallow in grief and destroy his memory because my dad loved life.. I thought saying that would make it so. Yeah, that was not true and my brothers death 2 short years later made it all hurt again. So I will get back to what I love ❤️ when it’s time.
In the meantime do this.. remember that God is able to do exceedingly and abundantly over what we can see or believe.. yeah that’s a lot for me because I dream big and boldly IN COLOR; God can top that. So I ask that you would dream your best dream and imagine the best thing you can for you and your family and then watch God top that.
“God, you give true peace to people who depend on you, to those who trust in you. So trust the Lord always, because in the Lord YAH you have a place of safety forever.”
Isaiah 26:3-4 ERV