Hey,
I tried to write a Mother’s Day post and’s I got wrecked. I became sad and overwhelmed because my mom is not here.
We have had highs and lows this Week and I needed to talk to her. I wanted to tell her that her favorite person (my daughter) is reaching for her dreams and accomplishing them. I wanted to share that the oldest Grand got a new job, the younger Grand sung in a competition at her school and did amazing. I wanted to just hear her voice.
I was thinking how different the day would have been if my daughter Krystal had lived and how her being here would affect the dynamics in our tribe. I was wanting to just hug her.
I became over stimulated, I had these feelings on my mind and my family was going out their way to make me feel special and loved; I didn’t want to diminish that. I have been a ball of confusion because my husband and the girls lavished me with love and affection and here I was sad inside, I just felt stupid.
But, I survived the day and their love healed me. Hearing them laughing , talking and reminiscing was exactly what I needed.
I pray that if you were a Motherless Child today, you found someone to heal you too.
If you are a Mother with a child in heaven, here is a big hug, it’s hard, but with God, we are healing.
“The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.”
Psalms 34:18 NIV
https://bible.com/bible/111/psa.34.18.NIV
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